sleepy

ahhh..why cannot i have my own decisions..why am i keep control by others? I hate that kind of feelings..I hate being forced to do things that I do not liked..If i didnt do the task assigned, I will kanna said and will nagged for a certain times,this is one which I do not like. When do i have the chance to do it, is it now or in the future?
I wished that I have the freedom to do it..The day will come!