After talking to my friends, i feel more relax and not so tense. I realised that I cannot change my character as that's me. I do not care what other said me unless I did something wrong. Sometimes, I do not like myself as I am quite a straight-forward person, whatever I am not happy of, I will straight away show it on my face. Arghhh.. Is it good or bad? I duno..
Sometimes, I hoped that I am not in this world, thus I would not need to face all these problems.

*Wanna scream out my unhappiness out*

I cannot make everyone like me cuz i not a god!